diary

hi everyone, i know that not much people will visit my bloggie.
by the way, i'm writing for those who are concerning about my routine for everyday and every moment.
^^
ermmm...
i would like to write today's bloggie as a diary.

are you prepared? get ready?
actually nothing special but just an experience that i never had before this.
my FIRST time... in these 2days.

31st July 2011
today is the last day for JULY 2011. There is no other day that can be replaced by this day.
an irreversible moment happened on this day and also me. I did Last Office so called LO for my patient which i had taken care for him around  2 weeks. From 17July11, he admitted into HDU and then transfered to MWR ward after then. i could not remember when is the date i started to take care of him, but i knew the last day when i saw him. On 30 July11, i did sponging, perineal care, and turning for GongGong. the next day i was assigned in the other team, and i got no chance to visit him as my team was so and so freaking busy, or even have a look at him before he went to somewhere, the place that suitable for him to have his own freedom.
Moreover, i'm glad that i would able to take care of him in the days before that. What is remember from him was GongGong did shake head to me when everyone knows that it was a SURPRISE respond which hardly to get from him. hahaa. and also i think this is the best choice for him, no more suffer and affliction.
JESUS please take good care of GongGong just like we took care of him in the ward.
GongGong RIP, you gave me the only one opportunity to do LO on you.
=')

this show me... LIFE is so fragile. today the person beside you is breathing well, taking loud and smiling pretty
but you don't know hat will happen at the next second and next moment. The person turned to shallow in breathing, pulse rate decreased, saturation rate dropped.

please do appreciate whatever you have beside you, no matter who is he/she. You don't know when you going to need the person and cry for that person.

cheer!

1st August 2011
Just a day after my LO, i get my Drip signed by CI Lee. It was so incredible. Gohonzon knows that i'm going for GuangXuanLiuBu? hahaa.. i think the answer is YES,
indeed, i just came back from Shakabuku meeting @ Karting's house.
Today, i shared my experience which i struggled for almost ONE year. in between of 3 colleges.
That moment was so favorable for everyone (i think so)
i hope that i really able to share more my successful report to the others to upholding their believe in this society. =)
thanks for what i having now. thanks to Ee and Eezhang.


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I miss you guys already.