the 1st week

hard 

tough 

difficult 

complicated 

uncomfortable

all negative words come to my mind

if talk about the 1st week { 3 Jan-8 Jan2011 }

it's really a hardship time for me to survive

without the fun

without my own bed

without my family around

with a lot of rules and regulations

with the different environment

with stranger faces

I MUST BLEND MYSELF INTO THE ENVIRONMENT

at the 1st day, i promised to myself 

"i definitely and sure can handle for the 1st week over there, no big deal SiewChee !! Do your best"

means definitely cannot pipe one's eye no matter what happened and how hard is the life over there

1st day i did, 2nd day, 3rd day, ......... the 4th day FAILED !!

that's a feeling you don't know how and why will happen suddenly

somemore i sick on the 2nd day of orientation

exhausting~ (still happening right now)

aphonia ?!!

oh my godness...!

i even unable to say and pronounce a single word properly 

an experience from MUTE ?

that's totally not my style

WHY ?!! so many bacteria entered to my body?

diarrhea

walaaaaaa... Zzzz =,="

what can i do? 

ACCEPT them... 

medicine.... help... !!!

BUT

there's a lot of advantages and benefits there

a lot... and confidential

i have my new friends from different races is the most important to me

friends there is really OK for me... 

seriously !!

i like n love to get know into them who comes from different places and background

hope in the following months and years...

22 of us can work up to be a really TEAM WORK GIRLS

accept and challenge the obstacles smoothly

learn from each other

and so on n on...

now... I'm still at my aunty's house

woke up due to cough too much...

=) great ... ! but going to hostel before 11pm ?!
NO ....!!!

what can i do?

ACCEPT it again... 

the following weeks i am sure have a lot of things will happen to me

what can i do?

still have to ACCEPT 

ya... still have

do your best everyone

GROUP 72/2011, you all can... and WE CAN !!